Autumn

windy and blustery. rain and shine. cold then warm. vivid colour.

We are doing ok. A bit weary to be honest. I just want "me" back, free of drugs and my poor donor is tired of the injections.


The scan yesterday showed that the growth of the follicles is still slow. Not surprising given our relationship and that I grew follicles slowly too. The doctor joked that I don't know how to do a cheap fast IVF cycle as he gave us more drugs. I dutifully laughed.


The clinic has boosted my donors drugs twice and she is now on double the dose she was on. She is sore and uncomfortable which is a good sign as things are moving and shaking.

Another scan tomorrow and hopefully we will have some concrete dates.

I wait quietly before God

for my hope is in Him

He alone is my Rock and my Salvation

my fortress where I shall not be shaken.

My salvation and my honour come from God alone

He is my refuge, a Rock where no enemy can reach me

Psalm 62: 5-7